Life at the moment

I really feel I should be doing something.
I try the best I can to be busy. Writing, making clothes, drawing. Stuff like that. But when I have two minutes, and sit down for a bit, I always feel... bored? no, thats not the word. Unproductive? Maybe I'm doing the wrong things.
Or maybe I just need to leave the house.
Havent left my end of the house for several days.

Ive been in isolation mode since christmas. Nearly never leaving the house, seeing very few people.
I'm hiding, but not quite sure of what I'm hiding for.
My current hideouts is my room, and Joey's apartment.

maybe it's time to get myself out into the real world again. soon.